I am reflecting on this blog this morning with a sense of dissatisfaction. I am not sure what I want it to be and that lack of identity may be getting in my way. I want to share my experiences. I also want to chronicle what it takes to get to where I am going which seems a little like a diet and exercise log, but who the hell wants to read that? So, then, I question is this blog for you or for me?
Ultimately, it is for me, so I will just continue and see what develops. I have reached out to my aerial dance teacher who also owns FierceFitNH to help me develop a conditioning program. I just don’t know where to start, but I am struck by the fact that I have the luxury of not having to work 40 hours a week, so my time is my own. I can be dedicated to a daily program where it might be a hardship for someone else. For today, I am continuing to do the most hated grip exercise (extend fingers, make fist with thumb out, extend fingers, make fist with thumb in, as fast as you can for 1 minute), heading to the bike to do some cardio and will try to revisit that egg on the silks because good grief! Why do my abs still hurt so much! lol